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Friday, May 1, 2009
Its all over.

Its all over. Is it?
I broke my own heart. I guess its my own fault.




I hate my life now. Always. Seriously.
PS. I will be making my blog private soon. While no one can see it. Sorry.




Sigh. Why must you crush my life? Why?
I don't know what to say anymore.

xxxnaisxxx



Saturday, April 25, 2009
Sorry. I will only post when the time is right.

I'm insignificant. I know. I wish I could change, for the better.
I'm trying to accept myself. But I just can't do it.

Will you help me?

I'm crying on the inside
Nothing could help me.
I just want to let you know
that my love is for you to see.
Please, don't give up fighting
give yourself hope
cos God will be here to give you strength
to guide you wherever you go
Please stay strong
for everyone, for us.
We'll pray for you
till the very last.



Please. Do it for us.
And; I'm fading in the corner. I wish I could be back into the past.

God, please guide her and bless her in heaven.

edit:// Everyone keeps asking me if I'm all right.
Am I really? That, I have no answer. But I shall pray for Chloe, and I pray for everyone, including for myself to be strong to be able to pass through this saddening and unbearable moments.

Amen.



Tuesday, April 14, 2009




Ack. I look horrendous. -.-


Hahah. Anw, I had ballet exam today so I didn't go to school. Hence the timing of this blog post! :D *ahem* Sorry Vanna, for pang-sehing you.


PS. OMG!!! I think I danced really BADLY ! My mind just blanked out and the examinor is SUPER strict with this bony face. I can hardly see her eyes cos' of her specs. Somehow, the specs remind me of Gwong's. She totally just took my confidence out of me whenever I saw her!


And once I even poked out my tongue cos I did a movement wrong. -.- Oh joy.



Sigh. I seriously can't wait to see my marks kay. Ballet may be unfailable no matter how lousy you dance (o.o) but Mr Fan will surely pick on me the next grade. ):


PSS. Our examinor is Jean Wong btw. She's famous in Hong Kong. Which means that she marks strict and has high expectations. And I had a lot of mistakes. HOW FABULOUS!! -.-



Juliani tying her shoes. :D MY stupid shoes were irritating me by the laces. -.-





Xinhui doing splits. :D





And me, with my ugly hair. -.-

:D Okay! I'm done. I just want this post to be short and over with. I can't stand thinking about this day, ugh! ): Sigh. Dear god, please, look over her.

xxxnaisxxx




Friday, April 10, 2009
BEWARE. LONG POST!



*SNAP SNAP*
Hello, happy mellow yellow friends! (:




Yes, I'm verryyyyyyyyy happy this week.



GUESS WHY.




Eh. No. Not because DJ has rebonded her hair and the fact that I am fretting over her homework cos I did not bring the teenage digest and the Yue du file home. She just have to wait for me to choing on it when I come back to school on Monday. ): Omg! I dreamt that I never manage to complete any work when I get back to school. == Spastic dream.





And no again, cos yeah, its good friday, but a holiday isn't complete with NARVs! Changi is too far, my dear darling Vanna. Sorryyy. And dumb jiawen had to be sick! D: Hahah. Get well soon too, you smelly obsessed-over-Darwis-and-Seewah Banana.





RANDOM PIC OF CAM-WHORING D:



I feel like eating Subway cookies on a rainy day.



-x-


Eh. Firstly. I love CIP. :D Especially the bus rides!

Went to Red Cross on Wednesday. Red cross is a home for people with disabilities. In case you don't know where it is, {I also don't know either (-.-)} its in this super ulu place squash in some corner surrounded by many terrace house with no sign of life. Except a cat walking about the toilets outside the building. Rachel warned me and Vanna that this CIP trip is more boring than the Metta's Home. Not saying that Metta's Home is boring of course! xD Its quite enjoyable, especially molesting doors. (;


But I privately agreed cos there isn't private rooms to take more videos at Red Cross. ): What a disappointment.


But there's this friendly guy named Christopher, that can tell what is your birthday's DAY as he had memorised the whole calender. But he got mine wrong though. ): Hahah. DJ tried to dazzle him by her constant flicking of her rebonded hair. -.- SHE HAS THE SAME BIRTHDAY AS MY MUM WOULD YOU BELIEVE!!


And I added her on Facebook. She photoshop all her pictures till she look exceptionally pretty. (:




Hmmm. But there's nothing much to tell actually. We clean, we sing, we chat. Only dumb kirstie got glued on to their television to this Channel 8 drama. Apparently! Me too. :D Gwong keep snapping pictures of us. Especially one PARTICULARY unglam one. -.- He better don't publish it anywhere. If its in the connexio, I swear, I'll sue!!



It was just a replay serial but I never bother to watch it before, but is super nice! Must make the time and effort to go and search on it online in Youtube. (:




Okay. PICTURES! Yes, these are the pictures that we took on the bus ride to Red cross! I stole all the pics from Vanna :D COS SPASTIC KIRSTIE is TOO LAZY to send them to me cos all the pictures that we took are taken from her camera. Pok.







Me and Kirstie :D Omg, she looks like she went for Facial!!!





PRESENTING THE RETARDED NELIA AND KIM SEAH, RESIDENTS OF FROG AND OCTOPUS RESIDENTS! Bunch of nehnehpoks. (:





HAHA. SEEWAH!!


TO JIAWEN : My blog pictures can't be stolen. (: Hint!



Spastic Kirstie with my darling desk partner GRACE OH-MY-GOD. (:





Me and my precious darling VANNA. I really want to take out the smiley face but I can't cos I stole this from her blog. -.- Retarded. BE DAZZLED BY HER BEAUTY KAY.




Eh. I love this photo. Artistic right?? Vanna took this. (: I'm going to use it for Facebook!




And another artistic photo taken by Vanna ong. :D



And btw. The video about spastic kirstie cleaning the windows is still currently unavailable. 0.o If you're wondering!


Now, here are the pictures that we took IN Red Cross. (:






This was taken when we were going upstairs to clean the rooms. (: I offered to take a picture of them, including Vanna but Vanna didn't want to be inside. -.- And I was holding a pail.








Took jump shots when we were done cleaning. (: Didn't have much chance to interact with people cos first, I'm SHY. YES, SHY. And they didn't really want to chat with me. ): Instead, some of them watched the TV instead. Except Christopher, HAHA. Gwong kept taking pics. -.-





So it was allowable to take photoes! Gwong even offered his camera to I forgot who to take our jump shot pics. Apparently, Kirstie's camera is kind of slow so it couldn't catch us in mid-air. ==





I know my jump poses are weird so don't laugh!!





Kirstie's boobsxz are bigsxzz. :D HAHA. SORRY. I couldn't help it!







BUT. SOMEONE'S JUMP POSE IS SOMEHOW WEIRDER. -.-







PLAIN RETARDEDNESS. :D





YONGZHEN :D








DJ tried to be funny and blur our photo. :D It didn't work, haha. NEHNEH!








Hearts! :D And love! I think it's me that my heart can't be seen. ): Aw.



Okay! So thats seriously all for Red Cross photoes.


Should we say thanks to DJ for contributing $100 bucks to Red cross? Hmm. Maybe. (:



PS. Sorry Germaine! I haven't pay my $2 yet. ):



And bless your kind soul to people who had donated to Red cross. Especially the person who even donated a Plasma TV!! :D We'll come and visit you again soon.




-x-




Ah yes! And If you're wondering why am I so high and happy, I shall tell you why.






:D




YES!!!






I WAS CHOSEN TO BE AN EX-CO IN ART CLUB! AND IN THE POSITION THAT I HAVE REQUESTED TO AS WELL!





HEHEHE. :D



THANK YOU TO EVERYONE, WHO HAD VOTED FOR ME! I LOVE YOU ALL SO SO MUCH!!!! xD Btw, Jiawen. Its not the TOILET DECORATING LEADER. -.-



Mmmm! :D



And congrats to Peining, Nichole, Jennifer and Ann as well. (: We will all do a great job and stay in the exco after this TRAIL week kay? We can do it! (And I don't mean the sick way)



Nichole Ho: President


Tan Pei Ning: Vice-President


ME! : Logistics
Ann Tang: Welfare
Jennifer Teo: Admin



Hahah. :D I'm supppperrrr happy!



But unfortunately, my parents didn't really show any signs of happiness. -.- NO. I am happy with what I had achieved! And I have come up with this equation that it can never be solved!



AILIN + PRESIDENT + ART CLUB = ???!???!??? EXPLOSION



HAHAHA. AND I'M WAITING, NARVS. YES, I AM.



So anyway.


I'm going to post about what happened yesterday, at 11th April. Went out with Vanna, Germaine and Kirstie NEOOOOOO.



Its nothing special really; just some normal funny stuff on a friends' outing. (: But I CAN MAKE YOU DROOL OVER FOOOOOOD.



The main reason we went out was to discuss the science project actually; and the slides and everything. But APPARENTLY, we finished discussing over it in 10 MINUTES in the library. Germaine was whining cos it was over so quickly. Thinking about it, we can actually discuss this over MSN so this meeting is unnecessary. -.- But who doesn't want to have the chance of going out with your dear friends? (:




HAHAH. Kirstie our MOTHER. :D



We teased her cos she looks the oldest among the rest of us partly because of her _____. (: Germaine said that she looks 18. I said she looks 16. So I dared her to blag about her age and sneak into the cinema to watch Slumdog Millionaire. *ITS A NC 16 MOVIE!* But its not showing in cinema's anymore. What a pity.





Hmm. Typical Unglam-ness?



But Vanna had to leave at 2:30pm cos she and her sisters were going to watch Jonas Brother's 3D. SHE PANG SEH ME. ): Actually, I also don't mind watching even I'm not really a fan. :D





*Ahem* Anw, Yep! After PETITE Vanna (:D) went with her family, WE went to walk around AMK hub. Okay, walk wasn't the right word. Drift is more like it. We didn't know where we were heading, so we just wander around. Then we spotted this near the arcade!





I think its cool. (: So I clamoured to have a picture taken with my 'MOM'. The objective I took the picture because I like the heart thingy. Not because I wanted to win those tickets. But I don't mind watching it all the same. Cam-whored!





GERMAINE'S LOVE FOR __________ :D





MY LOVE, FOR MY 'MOM'. :D






*RANDOM* Germaine say Alice is chio! :D I think the Alice's I've known so far are all pretty!



Like: Alice in Wonderland & Twilight!



Okay. Now I'm seriously going to make you drool. (: No. Not the Jonas Brother's picture kay.






Cos, yet again, after the short phototaking session, we again, wondered around. And walking builds up a hefty appetite, yeah? :D


So. The only thing that appetizes me now is. . .





YAMI YOGURTTT!!!!!!!!!!!


I can't believe Kirstie and Germaine never ate it before. 0.0 Hahah. The picture above is actually Yogurt ice cream. HOW COOL IS THAT? :D Its soooo good!



PS. Kirstie, as usual, bought the Medium one. I wonder how she finished it, seriously. Me and germaine shared one with Orea cookie topping! ITS A MUST TRY! AND ONLY FOR $3.00! I know its a bit expensive though , for just a small cup. xD






So anyway. I was still hungry after the Yogurt. Kirstie suggests that we go to subway and take our own sweet time to eat cookies and talk. Well. Cos' she has blisters on her feet, due to her shoes with HEELS. I think SNEAKERS rocks the best, along with slippers. xD







Bought 3 double choc cookies! Wanted to buy just choco chip but germaine bought wrongly. -.- Nehneh. Then I complained that I was thirsty, so MOM bought us a Subway drink, mixed with Sprite and F&N Orange. I dislike F&N orange cos of its gasiness. ): Hahah. Sorry Kirstie!




Germaine left us as well mid way after eating her cookie to meet her REAL mum. :D I bought the New Paper as well and read about this teen giving off her Nude photoes for Pet Society' furniture just for the thrill. I think you should go and see the doctor, girl. Is it all what's your dignity worth? -.- Its just a virtual world, for god's sake! Get over it !






GUESS WHAT. I was stil hungry after Subway. o.o I think I'm becoming to be like Jughead, and I need to lose a little weight cos my ballet skirt is super tight! But Mos burger is beckoning to me with it's fries. OH ITS DELICIOUS FRIES. So, me and kirstie went to bag a seat and start eating hot golden chips mixed with Tomato sauce. OMG. YUM! So much better than Mac's fries. (:



And I have this GREAT IDEA, inspiration credited to ARCHIES!



YES! FRIENDS! Lets organise this EATING COMPETITION KAY? :D See who can go to the most restaurants in AMK hub and eat AT LEAST one item in each in a certain amount of time kay? It doesn't matter about the price, just eat something! THE WINNER GETS A $5000 PRIZE!



In monopoly money of course. :D



So yeah? please! For fun, and for entertainment sake! If you are fussed about gaining weight, you could buy vegetarien pastries or pies. xD The budget should be about $50 I guess. Drinks DOES COUNT AS WELL. (: Hey, maybe I will try after my dance exam. :D

-x-

So yeah. That's the end of the day. I went back home, satisfied and full!

Okay. One more random picture while I end of this post!



WE MISS YOU, MR GAN! COME BACK, TO US!

):

kay, bye tooty fruit cakes!

xxxnaisxx






Monday, April 6, 2009

CONGRATULATIONS ST.NICKS BAND! {SNSB}
GOLD WITH HONOURS!! :D



Saturday, March 28, 2009







Sigh. Yes, I'm finally blogging again. After one tiring week of heartbreak and the feeling of loss.


PS. If you have notice, I have deleted my previous post about the dead cat etc.


Anyway. Yes. Part of my extremely bad week was that my grandma; had rolled off the slope one morning, fell out of her wheelchair, and had land into a drain which she was later sent into hospital. Ironic, after I came home from a NARV day out to discover such bad news; to be surprised, horrified. In addition, her condition has worsened this very morning as she had bleeding in her brain. ): But still, I would like to thank those who had prayed for her and giving her your best wishes. It is really a very bad week.

PLUS, it was the returning of report books. Horrible horrible results! But at least I improved. :D MUST really choing hard for this term and try to absorbed most of Mr Gan's lesson as much as possible!



Hmmm. I must be optimistic! Breathe, breathe.
Sigh (Again) I'm having the FLU. I'm sneezing my nose out.


Btw, did I mentioned that Ms Chee has left the school? :D


-x-

Thank god for friends!
At least I have some great things to update about.







I now have the aspirations to become a TATOOIST. (Thanks to Grace's plastic bag) Too bad that your skin is a organ so you can't really draw on them too much in precaution of skin poisoning. D: Great hobby to do while listening in Mr Gan's lesson, yeah?







And yes, we are learning physics now. -.- Vanna is delighted.







Anw, our class was scheduled to go to Metta's Home for the Disabled on the 24th March; so yep, this is quite a while ago. It was fun in the bus ride on the way though. (: AND NOW, I GOT A VIDEO FOR YOU TO WATCH, SO WATCH IT! :D (Considering the fact that most of you watched it already. . . which the FAMOUS NELIA AND KIM SEAH is hosting)










When we reached there, it was a little scary at first cos everyone was watching us above through the grills ready to welcome us. (: I thought they were statues at first because they weren't moving. Gave me the creeps. Me, Vanna, Grace and Kirstie then volunteered to be in the cleaning group so we didn't get the chance to interact with the people that were housed there; and I realised that cleaning was quite fun if those nurses would just quit staring at us. XP Have you heard of CLEANING IN PRIVACY? :D Hahah.








Cam-whored while cleaning the mirrors in the domitories. I SWEAR it isn't my idea. Hahah. Sigh. Censored Vanna's face as requested. I don't want to get killed. ): She's so adorable and yet so retarded to keep hiding her face in photos. -.-




And yes, I have another video for you (!) of HOW TO CLEAN A MIRROR - BY KIRSTIE NEO. No, I'm not posting the video of HOW TO MOLEST A DOOR. Its strictly private. (: By me, of course; horny people. :D



-sorry, video under construction at time being-




I think Kirstie's spastic laughter could just make your day. (: But I'm a bit worried about the Macbeth play. I haven't really memorised my lines.




Double bubble toil and trouble

Fire burn and cauldron bubble. . .









:D








And so, thats the end of the trip for Metta's Home.







(Omg, if only we never got our report books back; it'll make the trip much more enjoyable without having to think how is your parents going to murder you back home. . .)









PS. Anw. Did I mention that I'm going to Xiamen for the June holidays for a school trip? I have found out some shocking news. Okay, its not really shocking because its rather expected, but I feel a little digusted if that's really the truth. But I'm not going to give anything away. Find it out yourself. Again, I think most of you know about it. (: Sorry Kirstie and Grace, cos seriously, right now, I feel like backing out of the trip.







But I'm not going to let HER spoil the fun that is going to happen in my life. Oh no!





-x-











ANW. COOOL UPDATES! (FINALLY)




THIS UPDATE IS RELEVANT TO THE ABOVE ONE SO PLEASE READ THE TOP ONE FIRST BEFORE SCROLLING DOWN, THANKS.








Yes. The drink you see here, is actually not plain iced tea. Really.








LET ME ANALYSE IT FOR YOU.















{COPYRIGHTED BY YOONAILIN KAY? :D}




Hmm. In case the words are too small, I shall elaborate. Yes. There are vegetables inside this drink, chicken, spaghetti sauce, plus a strand of spaghetti, Milo, Soup, Pepper, Ice lemon tea, Chilli and some random thing that I forgot what. I think they are more but its not really visible. Anyway. . . here's a closer look from top view:




Aww. You can't really see it too though. But you get the gist of the idea.



Kirstie bet Vanna to drink it for $5 for one sip. And I did it before, really. But with more ingredients such as saliva, fishball and some noodles. Guess what?


I got BIG BUSINESS to do every few hours after that.


Don't laugh. It hurts, and its kind of gross. I can still recall the sour milky taste. (: And I did it for free kay! Its for experimental reasons. And don't you dare say I told you so. I was dared, and I did it. My friend had to lick the base of her shoe in return. I'm not lying. She did; as we exchanged dares. She licked the floor as well.


Eeecyuck. Disgusting. Thinking about it makes me want to laugh. :D


So yeah. If you're wondering. Nope, Vanna didn't do the dare cos Kirstie backed out. I think Kirstie is kind of dumb.





SEEWAH GOT AN ADMIRER!

And its certainly not Jiawen kay.



By the way. I'm quite angry with the subsequent change of science teachers. CAN YOU ACTUALLY BELIEVE THAT WE CHANGED 4 TEACHERS IN JUST A SHORT 3 MONTHS?? Yes. Mr Gan has retired and Vanna is quite upset. ): I want him back too, {even though he's kind of boring} and the new physics teacher doesn't really know how to teach. He doesn't really notice that not much students are listening in his lessons, he just read off the slides in edulearn, and he just randomly give out worksheets without telling us how to do them.

Kirstie say that he is worse than a sleeping pill. Hahaha. I want to learn Bio! *Is jealous at 2G* Blah.

Hmm. Change of subject. Speaking about . . .

MACBETH

I can't say that I acted it out very well. I'm sorry Kirstie, for mentioning this. Forgive me!

I feel like recieting it again, so I shall.

Fillet of a fenny snake

In the cauldron boil and bake

Eye of newt, toe of frog

Wool of bat and tongue of dogs

Adders' fork of blind worm's sting

Lizards' leg and howlets wing

For a charm of powerful trouble

like a hell broth boil and bubble

HA! ROCHELLE GOT 23/25 FOR HER PERFORMANCE. SEEWAH AND DEBBI ALSO GOT ONE OF THE HIGHEST. SEE THE RESULTS OF JOINING LD HUH??

And geography test was awesome. :D

LAST NOTE:

I AM NOT GOING FOR HOME STAY EVEN IF YOU KILL ME. I MEAN IT.





I know this is rather random, but I spotted this in the school toilet. Looks familiar, doesn't it?

Love you everybody!

PS. My life is kind of boring right now, so I have nothing much to post.


xxxnaisxxx














Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Thank you. Thank you for everyone out there that prayed. (: Her condition has improved, and I have you and God to thank for. So much.

I promise to blog again this week. I have quite some few things to blog/update about. ;D





PS. HAPPY BIRTHDAY THERESE!



xxxnaisxxx



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